my love will show YOU everything.. iLOVEyou _ _ _ _!!

exam day ngaun.. :( cell biologu and medical parasitology.. ang hirap to the nth level ang cell bio tlga, un tipong ng aral k pro wla pa dn.. ang dating tuloy saken is ang BOBO ko!! shox!! sayang lng un pinuyat ko sa cell bio tlga.. ang hirap nya! wla man lng dun mga inaral ko!! haayyy.... :,( ung medical parasitology nmn, ok lng kht papano! :) haayyy... kht na mahirap mga exams ko today.. i still have a reason to smile.. :) 1 reason lng! hahahaha :) as 1 lng tlga! :)

i was watching tv awhile ago.. tas i was thinking of puerto galera and all.. :) naiimagin ko na kme ni _ _ _ _ dun.. walking sa shore.. holding hands.. dinner by the shore, candle light pa a.. nagstastar gazing whle nakahiga sa sand tas magkaholding hands p din.. tas pde dn mgkayakap kme tas tinitignan lng nmn ung water nung beach! weeeeeeeeehhhh!! :) tas humingi ako ng sign, sbi ko "pag nakita ko ang puerto galera ngaun, kht n san or kht n anung way.. kme tlga ni _ _ _ _ para sa isat-isa.. " tas bglang ng commercial ng nginig, i was alone kya i decided to change the channel.. as in next channel lng tlga a! channel 3 ang abs-cbn samen, edi nilapat ko sa channel 4.. tas sakto tlga paglipat ko, PUERTO GALERA ung scene! as in ung buong tv show nasa PEURTO GALERA lng!! waaahhh!! :) tas after nun.. sobrang tulala nlng ako tas kya eto nag blog ako! sobrang ndi ko na maalis sa isip ko.. :) ang asteeg tlga!! :) tas aion, kinuwento ko na kay bes chempre, sakanya una.. tas kay kilay at yuki.. :) sbi ni yuki, humingi p dw ako ng isang sign.. pro wag nd dw msyado mgdepend sa sign kxe minsn ala lng un.. :) haaayyy :) lam ko nmn un e.. ala lng dn! haaayyy... sobrang happy! sleep n ko! bka mapanaginipan ko pa!! :) weeeehhhh!!

* my LOVE will show YOU everything.. iLOVEyou talaga! *

itss saturday! and yeah, we have an 8 am class and we have a quiz! hahaha :) isay, ja and i arrived late for the quiz.. it was like number 4 na ata nung dumating kme e.. hehehe :) buti nlng ung numbers 1-3, u just have to choose between A and B, so hinulaan nlng namen! :) otei nmn ung quiz, isay and i got 9.. ahahaha :) pde nah! :) not bad n un.. :) tas after nung quiz, ang discuss n si sir ng makamandag na DNA eklats! hahahaha :) ang asteeg nya.. dpt mapag aralan xia ng lht ng tao e.. malalaman mo kng panu nag rereplicate ung DNA tas ung mga amino acid eklats.. hahahaha :) well well well.. enough of it na.. :)

after class.. nagpunta kme ni ja, isay at bes ng dasma bayan.. BAKIT?! hahahahha :) the reason is so funny.. pro seryosong bagay toh para sa bestfriend ekai ko.. :) ngpunta kme dun para hanapin ung crush nya na c "don-don".. grabe! hahahahha :) balak pa nyang kunin lht ng plate number ng honda na maroon.. hahahaha :) amazing xia dba?! pro un, sa kasawiang palad, ndi nmn nkta.. :( haayy.. :) bes, lamo, wg msyado kxe sbi ko nga bka mafrustrate ka.. bka ndi xia ung "don-don" na naiimagine mo.. :) pro am really glad that you're happy.. :) happy?! ung tipong nakaupo k lng tas bgla k ng nakangiti! ahahaha :) joke lng.. :) makikita dn ntin yang lalaking yan! :)

after nmn sa dasma bayan, we went to sm to fetch ona.. :) tas we went straight to my crib.. :) ala lng.. chillax lng.. we watched "ice princess" tas sobrang PIG OUT tlga! hahahaha :) ate lotsa lotsa junk tas nag-isaw p kme :) here are the pics that we took kanina.. :)

the one i gave my heart to

i heard this song in my ipod awhle ago.. :) i ddnt know n i have this song pla sa ipod.. hehehehehe :) so aion, mganda pla xia kya i decided to get the lyrics and share it with you guys.. :) im trying to look for the tags of this song para ma-rinig nyo xia dito sa blog ko kso, i cant get any e.. neways, hanap p ko.. :)

THE ONE I GAVE MY HEART TO - AALIYAH

How could the one I gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?

How could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad?

Won't somebody tell me so I can understand?

If you love me, how could you hurt me like that?

How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away?

How could the one that said I love you, say the things you said?

How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies?

How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine?

Tell me......

How could u be so cold to me when I gave you everything?

All my love, all I had inside? How can u just walk out the door?

How can u not love me anymore?

I thought we had forever....cant understand......

How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dreams from meHow could the one that brought such pleasure, bring such misery?

Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please?

If you love me, how could you do that to me?

Tell me........

How can u just walk out the door?

How can you not love me anymore?

I thought we had forever, cant understand.....

How could the one I gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?

How could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad?

Won't somebody tell me, so I can understandIf you love me, how could you hurt me like that?

How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away?

How could the one who said I love you, say the things you said?

How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies?

How could the one I gave my heart to..

How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart if mine?

Tell me....

ayan xia.. :(

haaayy... sad today.. actually this feeling sadness (or emptiness?!) started last nyt p e.. :( ewan ko! why do i have to fall in love with a guy na "playboy"?!?!? hhhmm... though i know him well, i ignored his imperfections and still continue loving him more... honestly, i really tried to forget him.. as much as i could! but i ended up still, loving him.. pro less nlng.. (nga ba?!) breakthrough! hahahaaha :) cguro ganun tlga pag love mo isang tao noh?! kht na ang dami n mdaming beses k n nyang n hurt, ok lng sau.. kht na ngtetext lng xia sau pag may kelangan xia, ok lng dn.. pro deep inside nasasaktan k n tlga... kht na to the point na puntahan mo ung "ex" nya at ibigay ung fon mo dhl gusto xia makausap ng mahal mo.. it sounds so "katangahan", pro thats life! ndi mo kxe nakikita mga mali nya, pra sau lht ng ginagawa nya tama.. MARTYR ka kng ganun! pde din tanga ka! * para bang ako... ndi cguro martyr.. pro, OO, tanga!*

Should i smile because you're my bestfriend or cry because that's what well ever be?!

GawD!! missed BloGginG!

itsss friday! :) really feel good na sana kaso.. :( my bestfriend's not around AGAIN!! haaayyy.. :( ndi kme ngkita nung tuesday.. nung wednesday wla xia.. nung thursday ndi dn kme ngkita.. tas ngaung FRIDAY, wla nanaman xia! hhaayyy grabe.. :( ahehehehehe.. :)

*WHAT HAPPENED TODAY?!?!*

*First Stop *

Quiz in Rad Bio today! waaahhh! susmiyo! out of 10 items, 5 lng ata ako or 6! susmiyo! buti nga kng 6 e, atleast i passed! pro mukang 5 lng e.. waahhh!! :( pro ok lng dn.. :) dismissed kme ng maaga ngaun! yey! :) i got the chance to see bes pla.. ahehhehe :) nikuha nya ung chucks nya.. tas wawa nmn ndi p pala kumakain ang DIVA namin! edu aion, nibilhan ko xia ng rice mix :)

*Second Stop*

badtrip ang Med Physio! panu kxe, lgi nya cnasbi na may quiz.. edi chempre aral nmn kme.. (ay pro ako pla ndi ngaral! hahahahahÜ) tas wla naman! susmiyong garapon! hahahaha :)

*Third Stop*

there's no Med Para today! :) wla c sir e.. so jo, isay and i decided to leave and watch my bestfriend diva ekai sing.. :) we just arrived at the grandstand right on time.. :) my diva sang very well tlga.. :) ndi ako nkiki-cheer sa mga friends ko.. hahahahaha :) mppgod lng ako.. pro deep inside of me nmn, am so pround of her.. :) actually evrytime i see her perform sa stage, sobrng happy and proud ako.. :) magaling tlga xia e! ibang klase! :) aion, aftr nla kumanta.. ng picture picture kme sa may spot light! chempre! ganda ng lighting e.. :) ahehehehhee :) here's some of the pics.. :)

mY eveRyThiNg WenT WeLL DaY!

its monday! and im happy! :) hahahaha :) kinda unusual ryt?! we dont have the so called "EPP" n kxe e! :) yey! :) back to normal 2 pm class.. :) pro mejo maaga dn pla kme pumasok today.. kxe may make-up class sa amazing medical physiology.. pina-make-up class nya kme pra lng bigyan ng CASE STUDY!! susmiyo tlga! hahahhaaha :) pro its ayt nmn.. :) aftr ng make-up class, we went sa rotonda and saw andy..

hops txtd me din pra sbihin kay jere na sbihan c gail na ndi xia mkkpagkita! :) ahehehehehe :) e wla n c jere.. so i called hops up and told him na ako nlng ang kkusap kay gail, at first ayaw ni hops.. bsta may reason kxe e.. :) tas i insisted.. so aion, pumayag xia.. niyaya ko c isay at lumabas kme ng skul pra mkipagkta kay gail *gaga k tlga reng!* tas i saw this gurl, c gail nga un.. i gave her my fone pra mkapag-usap cla ni hops.. *tanga ka reng!* tas aion nga, ngusap cla.. aftr nila mgusap kme nmn ni hops ngusap.. nag thank you xia at he told me na badtrip nga xia.. tas aion.. :) aba! ang amazing friends ko! nagalit saken.. ndi nla nagustuhan ung gnawa ko.. well, aminado nmn ako na mali ako dun e.. pro i was just being nice.. :)

2 pm came, so we have to go up na sa room.. :) susmiyo! bkt ganun?! lht ng tao mainit ang ulo! :) ang bestfriend ekai ko, amazing! mainit dn ang ulo! :) uminit dn ulo ko ng konti dhl dun.. kxe bsta.. un n un :) pro saglit lng.. :) sbi kxe ni isay "wag ng sabayan ng init ng ulo ang isang taong mainit ang ulo.." well, yeah she's ryt! :) pro ang sunget kxe! hahahaha :) newayz, ok lng un.. :)

haayy... mern p ngyari ngaun lng e.. natatamad n ko mgkwento e.. :) pro ung pngyayari n un , REALLY MADE MY DAY! :) sna lging ganito.. sna lgi nya ko pinapasaya.. :) haaayy... :) *alabshu..*

feel good friday?! noottt!!

its friday! it shud be "thank GOD its friday" or "feel good friday".. but for me?! NNOO!! hell no!! i can say that my day didnt went well.. why?! here it goes.. :)

i don't have enough sleep last nyt.. slept at around past 3am then got up early too.. studied for my two long exmas that's why.. :( left the haus early cos isay and i will be buying our periodic table at national bookstore and besides, jaja will be picking us up early dn.. :)

i left the haus while the rain is pouring so hardd! badtrip n ko nun kxe for sure, mabbsa nnmn ako ng ulan! plus! wlng mghhtid sakin, so i have to ride the tryk all the way to SM! isay and i then met at national bookstore and bought the so called "periodic table".. hahahahaha :) tas un we met ja mga 1 ata un.. tas we went straight sa school..

so, rad bio is our first class.. and yeah! we have a LONG TEST!! and yeah! i can get a ZERO sa long test n yun! pwedeng pwede tlga! grabe xia! ang hirap na ewan! hahahahaha :) dito na ngcmula ang akng ka badtripan.. aftr rad bio, my entire mood changed.. haayy.. mixed emotions.. =s haayy basta.. ewn ko ba! kinakabahan ako sa long exam sa physio plus my reprting sa med para..

med physio, the second class of the day.. may long test nnmn! susmiyong putang*** yan! ang hirap nnmn! grabe tlga! i studied nmn e.. pro ndi ko lng ntpos ung last handout.. pro bkt ganun?! prng na-mental block tlga ako!! for wat reason, i dnt knw tlga!! aftr the exam, my friends and i decided to eat.. went early for my nxt class cos i'll be reprting nga..

med para, the last class of the day.. nag reort ako tungkol sa Clonorchis sinensis, liver fluke xia.. :) etong reporting lng tlga n toh ang productive n nagawa ko ngaun araw e! haayy.. :(

went home early today, ate leng treated me out cos its her day of dough! :) SWELDDDOO!! :) we ate at saisaki! :) sarrap the food tlga.. asusual, tempura at california maki nnmn ang nilantakan ko! tas eto pa pla!! bwiset! hahahahaha :) NATAPILOK AKOOO!!! ang sakit nya ngaun.. =,,,( waaahhh! haayy... :( gotta be bouncin' nah.. hafta study pa for 2ms quiz.. :) wisshhh me luck!! :)

SUNDAY.. may pasok p din.. :(

its sunday today... and yeah, i have an 8 am classs!!!! syyeett!! hahahahaha :) got up late by the way.. got up at 7 am.. i jumped out of bed thinking that at that very moment i should be going to the bus station already! hahahaha :) so i hurried my way to the bathroom and took my normal bath.. :) after taking a bath, i ate breakfast (just a piece of bread) and made my way to the bus station..

Arrived at PCU at around 8:30.. NMAT review again! again! and again! english is the subject for today.. hhayyy.. i love english but its so boring tlga.. :) so i read HARRY POTTER BOOK 6 instead of answering the handout! hahahaha :) bestfriend ekai was o late today! hahahaha :) she came all the way from island cove in binakayan cavite.. i called her up at around 9 am and she was still there! hahahaha :) amazing bestfriend! hahahaha :)

our professor gave us a 10 minuted break.. we went to mcdonalds and ate breakfast! grabe! i was so hungry n tlga nung dumating kme dun.. i was craving for a double-cheese burger meal, but unfortunaltely, they will not be serving it until 10:40 am.. i checked the time and saw that it was just 10:00 am! waaahhhh!! :( so i decided to eat sausage mcmuffin and hot fudge instead! *waatt a breakfast!! hot fudge! hahahaha :)* i ate my fud and went back to PCU again for the second part of the review.. :) and so my craving continued... :( we were dissmissed at around 12 pm, my friends and i went straight to robinsons manila to have lunch.. :)

we ate at SUSHI-YA, it was a japanesse resturant at robinsons manila.. i ordered for MORI MEAL, it was composed of tonkatsu (japanese porkchop), breaded tofu, side salad, rice and mini cup cakes :) the food was all gooodddd! yummmyy tlga! :) anyway, i ddint pay for the food that i ate, AJ our new found friend, paid for it.. actually she paid for all our food.. :) *tnx AJ! ill give you curly tops.. :)* after eatin lunch ekai and i craved for the butterrrrryyyy popcorn! we treated our friends then.. :) mmmmmmm sooo yummmyyy popcorn! hahahahaha :) after strolling, we all decided to bounce.. :) ekai dropped me and isay at pedro gil corner.. i waited for isay to take off before i went off.. :) i walked thru the street of pedro gil and from there rode the jeepney to guadalupe and got down in front of our computer shop.. :) now im here, writing my blog.. :) until next blog nlng.. gotta bounce... am not feeling so well kxe e.. :(

ang LUBAK, BAHA, TRAPIK at BUNGGO ng kotseng PULA..

Got up at around 7:30 am today to study for our medical parasitology quiz, but unfortunately, we didnt have the quiz kanina.. so sad.. :( so aion, jaja picked me up at past 11 am knina kxe susunduin nmn c bes.. :) grabe ang pinagdaanan naming trapik!! lubak!! at baha!! hahahahaha :) we got to school early kxe kukunin ni jaja ung sticker ng car nya kay amazinggg magno!! c amazing magno kxe ang head ng sticker committee, tint committee, at muffler committee! hahahahaha :) in short, xia ang ngmamanage ng lht ng mga pang sitcker sa car.. :) aion, pag dating namin dun, aba!! wla nnmn c amazing magno! susmiyo! pang ilang araw n nming bumabalik dun sa reservations office e.. :) tas edi pinuntahan na ni jaja ung secretary (nag worry ako dito kxe bka ung isang secretary nnmn ung mapag tanungan nya. bka sigawan nnmn xia..Ü) tas binigay n ung sticker at pinadikit na nmin kay manong guard.. :) so aion ok n ung sticker.. :)

i got my grade sa radiation biology today.. ok n dn xia.. 1.50 :) pde n dba?! kxe nmn ITLOG!! haahahaha :) nagdiscuss nnmn c amazing doc fon.. wla tlga ung kapaguran, sinagad nya ung oras nmn hanggng quarter to 5!! imagine nyo a.. strt ng class nmn is 2pm tas quarter to 5 n nya kme dinismiss! amazzziingggg tlga!! :) hahahahaha :) during radiation biology, na nga-ngarag n ko kxe ndi ko pa nasusulatan ung para sa year book ko, e deadline nah! hahahahaha :) *responsible mo tlga reng!! :)* tas kelangn pa ng describe urself dun! ahhahaha :) buti nlng nanjan ang aking bespren! na ever savior ko! :) gnawan nya ko ng write-up at eto pah, cnulatan p nya ung form ko :) *tnx bes ko! mwah! :)* aion, tapos medical physiology nah, wala c ms.america!!! :) yey!!! :) tas c ms.sampang ung sub.. :) ang kulit nga nya e.. chinichika nya kme.. tas may tinanong xia saken, sbi nya "anung name mo?", sagot ko nmn, "ndi po ako un.. ndi po ako un.." wid matching takot face p un a! hahahahaha :) laftrip kxe ndi nmn un dpt ko isagot.. hahahaha :) wala lng tlga ako sasarili :)tas medical parasitology na ang nxt class nmn, mgrereporting n c jaja.. :) hehehehehe :) aion, ok nmn report ni jaja.. ang cute ng mga bg's n ginamit nya sa ppt nya.. puro pang retreat e.. hahahaha :) ung iba mga ballet :) ndi kme nagquiz sa medical parasitology ngaun.. sa monday nlng dw.. yey!! :)

*** SO ETO NA ANG MAJUFET NA NGYARI SA ARAW KO... ***

aftr ng class, dumaan kme nla jaja sa 7-11 pra kunin kila she ung pinaglagyan ng carbonara nya.. :) edi nakuha nya na, happy n kmeng lht kxe mkkuwi n kme.. :) PRO GUMUHO ANG AMING PANGARAP!! nakabunggo c jaja ng KOTSENG PULA na ang ngmamay-ari ay c AKI ng HUB41!! amazzzziinggg! sa angas etong gurlaloo na ito! hahahaha :) ndi nmn ginusto ni jaja na maatrasan xia e.. ang kukulit pa nung mga batang ngpapaatras dun, the fact n isa cla sa mga reason kng bkt ngyari ugn accident nyun e nghihingi p dn cla ng BARYA!! :) sa sobrang bwiset ko tlga dun sa isang bata, nabatukan ko na e! hahahaha :) tas inaareglo na nga nmn, ayaw p din.. gusto nya ng POLICE REPORT! gusto nya pumunta sa PRECINTO! pra san pa ang police report e cla jaja nmn ang sasgot sa damage e.. ang police report FYI ay para lng po sa mga ndi kayang mgbayad ng mga nabunggo nla! hahahahaha :) e RICH KID etong friendship ko n c jaja e :)tas ayaw p din ni aki.. edi cge! police report na kung poloce report! so we went to the nearest police station and it was located at dasma bayan.. nearest yun a!! hahahaha :) bes called her dad pra sa resbak! chempre! to the rescue nmn c daddy dearest nya! :) ngusap-usap tas ang ending ppyag dn pala! susmiyo nmn! pinatagal mo p kme sa precinto, ppyag k dn pla sa gusto nming mgyari e! :) hahahahaha :) tas merng maangas na guy n ksma c aki.. akala mo gwapo e.. muka namang anidoro! hahahaha :) ngfee-feeling sa loob ng precinto, cgeng lbas pasok sa mga rooms dun, cgeng kalikot ng mga documents.. sa kasawiang palad, naka-upo dun c CHIEF!! aion, napagaltian c gago! hahahahaha :) ang angas mo kxe boi e! next tym wag mg feeling ha?! :) umayos ka! tska wag kang magangas.. kala mo kaw lng ang malaks jan, mali ka bro! hahahahaha :) mern pang mas malakas sau! hahahaha :) nung ok na, umuwi n kmeng lht.. hinatid nmn ni ja c isay sa casimiro at ako nmn hinatid nya sa sakayan ng tryk sa may village nmn.. :)

i got home mga quarter to 11 nah! at eto, basa ako ng ulan! hahahaha :) mejo soaking wet n din.. kxe sa dami kong dala, i decided to leave my umbrella in jaja's car.. :) tas ang haba pla ng pila ng tryk! wwwoohhooo! ibang klaseng haba tlga, tas ang tgal pang dumating ng mga trykk :( tas eto na c ulan! bumagsak n xia! wla akong payong! ang haba ng pila sa tryk! walang tryk! wla akong load! hahahahaha :) ang saklap dba?! hahahaha :) kinuwento ko kay papa ung ngyri.. galit n galit xia kxe bkt dw kelangn p ng police report ni aki, e bbyaran nmn dw nla jaja na e.. hahaha :)

eventhough, madaming kakaibang ngyari saken today.. it was ALL GOOD pa din.. :) ksma ko nmn ang friendships sa kakaibang experience n un e.. rain or shine kme! hahahaha :) wlng paki-alam kht mabasa ng ulan bsta ndi mgiiwanan :) todo supporta sa tropang nanga-ngailangan! :) hhaayy... :) iba kpag may ammazzzing friendships ka! :)

CONGRATULATIONS JAJA! :) certified driver ka na! :) that's part of driving dude, live with it.. :) your friends are always here naman e :)

changing and giving ways... :(

Changing And Giving Ways

words simple as maybe

yet honest passionate feelings can only come

from deep within a loving heart

and caring heart

almost a decade, how long has it been

but time has failed to fade

our love, the undying love

as it grows, fonder and stronger

i'm recollecting, awaking

memories of the past

could i ever forget

electrifying loving times

shared in golden silence that only

our hearts come throbbing and

as life slowly pass us by

while those childlike carefree youth

are only bygones and love's greatness

changing and giving ways

when loving you from afar

how my heart desires your warm embrace

burning kisses from your playful lips

deep inside of me

all sweetness and tenderness..

i found this song two nyts ago in my old acoustic cd's.. i liked this sond easily, i dont know why.. maybe because i can somehow relate to it.. :) haayy.. :( am in the senti mode kxe kya ganito.. :)

uriel saw prince eric today.. :( uriel should be happy ryt!? but she's not.. she's confused.. she's hurt.. she's.. she's.. she's.. she dnt know!! waahhhhhhhhh :( mixed emotions.. prince eric and uriel were talking happily wen suddleny ursula came! he hugged my prince eric tight and gave him a peck on the cheeck.. so ofcorz, poor uriel left the scene! hahahaha :) am just making this light for me.. :)

funny noh?! ako c uriel, c beb c prince eric at c kaycee c ursula chmpre! hahahaha :) beb used to be mine.. i gave him away.. :( not actually gave him away.. jus did the right thing to be done.. :)

beb never gets tired of winning me back.. but i always reject him.. its not because i dont love him anymore or wat.. but there are so many reasons why i kept on rejecting him.. one reason is, meron kxeng masasaktan, on his part.. :(

its aryt for me to see you smile though that smile is not for me.. wats not aryt for me is to hear from you that now, you've really fallen in love with her.. :( u may see me oblivous of wats happening between us, but deep with in me, im hurt.. im in pain.. or maybe im just "bitter" because you found someone new.. AGAIN.. :(

haaayy.. enough of this na.. :( it jus makes me cry.. *sniff sniff sniff* im listening to changing and giving ways for the nth time today.. :) haayyy.. :(

until nxt blog.. :)

it hurts so mcuh cos he's out there falling in and out of love with girls who aren't me