meant to be?!

haayy.. sobrang tiring this past few days.. ahehehehe.. :) well, yeah, uncle boy was burried yesterday, it was so sad, just thinking that we cant see him again.. i love uncle boy so much, he's so funny.. though we cant see him often cos he resides in the states, together with manong and manang.. my uncle boy died in a very tragic accident (for me, it really was..).. i dont know wat the tre story is.. bsta naipit xia sa poste.. ung lng ang alam ko.. haay.. :,( he died last september 15, 2005.. dhl nsa states xia, it took one week for auntie nel to bring his body here.. uncle boy's body arrived last september 24, 2005.. we were all sad and of course grieving.. uncle boy was really a good man.. he never fails to make everybody smile or laugh with his funny jokes and "hirits".. haaayy.. pro we have to accept the fact that we can't see or be with him anymore.. im happy cos he's at peace with our loving father.. farewell our beloved uncle boy, you will always stay in our hearts.. we love you.. :,(

haayy.. aion, woke up early today after a nine hour sleep.. need to go to skul kxe for our expt sa cell bio lab.. ngkita kme nila ona sa sm.. tas aion, ngpnta kme sa skul.. ;)

dito ko shop ngaun.. pauwi n dn kme in awhile! :) grabe! tangluts ako ngaun! hahahhaaha :)) (dba isay?!) aion, kxe nitawagan ko ni hops.. ahhaha :) mgkatxt lng kme tas aion, mamya mya tumatawag n xia.. aion kwentuhan.. mrjo matagal dn.. nibaba ko n fon kxe ill eat dinner nah.. tas aion, sbi ko later nlng kxe eat n ko.. sbi nya dalian ko dw.. ttwag nlng dw xia ult.. hihihihihi :) aion, ngkukulitan kme sa fon.. tas sa sat, kain kme lunch.. ndi ko lang lam kng san.. kht san bsta ksma xia! hahahaha :) kmeng dalwa lng! hahhahaa :) yiheee reng! hahahaha :) sbi ko pla sknya, "sorry ndi ko mkacol kxe nka day lite ako.." sbi nya "ok lng, ako nlng tawag.. ". :) miss ko n un sobra! am so excited to be with him sa sat.. hahahahaha :) aion lng, later usap kme ult.. hehehehehe :) haayy.. may cnbai p xia n super kinilig ako! hahahhaa :) hhahahaha :)) un lng.. uwi n ko!

REAH'S DAY

Happy birthday to meee!! :) yey! :) woke up early with so many unread msgs in my fon.. :) mga taong ng gree-greet ng happy bday.. tnx sa inyo. hihihi :)

arrived at skul at around 8am.. tas na-shock ako kxe may nakita akong malaking teddy bear sa chair ko.. gift pla xia saken ni bes ekai ko.. aawww.... =,) it was a big wyt bear na nka sweater! :) ang cute cute nya tlga.. c baby borgy ang name nya.. hihihihi :) ill post the pic of my baby borgy next tym.. hihihi :)

after class, i told my friends n chill kme sa haus.. eat lng kme.. isay, ona, jaja and josie agreed.. hihihi :) tas mamya c josie ndi n dn dw pde.. c nyl nmn, may pupuntahang internment.. ang BESTFRIEND ko!! grabe! ndi dn dw xia pde pumunta kxe bday dw ng brother nya at mg grogrocery dw xia.. aion, nasad ako sobra.. nainis ako.. hehehehe :) tas naiyak p ko.. :,( kxe sobrang sama ng loob ko.. :,(

so.. ja, isay and i decided to go sa sm para i-meet c ona pie.. tas pasakay n kme ng van, c jaja amazing! ayaw nya sumakay dun sa isang van.. sa susunod nlng dw kme.. cge ok! pumayag n ko! kht nainis ako kxe gusto ko n tlga umuwi e!! hahahaha :) tas sa van natulog ako yakap yakap ko c baby borgy.. hihihihihi :) tas pag dating sa sm, niyaya p ko ni isay n mgstroll at mg tingin ng chucks nya.. ok lng nmn.. :) hihihi.. aftr mgtingin, ngorder n kme ng yellow cab.. :) tas we went home na..

pag dating ko haus, my dad greeted me happy birthday, he kissed me and hugged me.. :) awww... =,) tas sbi nya..

Papa: Anak, may dumating n regalo sau, nsa room mo..

Reng: ha?! anu un?!

Papa: bsta, umakyat k n dun.. tgnan mo.. sinarado ko ung room mo, mganda tlga ung regalo SOBRA! :)

Reng: ahh ok cge.. mga tol, samahan nyo nmn ako o..

pag akyat ko sa taas, edi ni-open ko ung door.. aba amazinggg!!! c bes ekai ko at c josie nandun... =,) the room was filled with balloons.. awww... tas may party hats pa at ang akign favorite na strawberry cake!! weeeeeeeee!! =,) na touch ako sa ginawa ng friendships kow.. :,)

thank you friendships ko.. u really made my day.. napawi mga lungkot ko.. lam nyo nmn merng ndi mgandang ngyari sa uncle ko sa states.. that thing was really so sad.. pro u guys made me smile.. u made my heart sing.. :) thank you soooo much!

this is definitely REAH's DAY.. :) jo, isay, ona and jaja, thank you so much! and to my one and only bestfriend ekai, thank you for making this possible.. :) labshu guys! :)

really a boring day!

itsss sunday once again.. i have my NMAT review nanamn.. hahahahaha :) woke up late ngaun.. aion, late ako for the review.. 9 am n ko pumasok.. hahahaha :) tas pinalabas dn kme agad.. ang non sense tlga! haaayy.. its really a boring day ngaun.. c bes kxe ndi pumasok.. =,( haayy... =,( nxt tym bes, pumasok ka na.. sbi ko nmn sau na ang bagal ng oras e! hahahahha :)missed you today my dear bestfriend.. =,( wat else happened today ba?! ala tlga msyado e.. ang boring nga tlga pramis! hahaha :)

grabe! im addicted to the song "someone" by brian culbertson again! :) uhhm.. gusto ko xia sabihin sa isang tao.. bgay tlga tong song n toh e.. :) hahahha :) so here it goes..

Someone Brian Culbertson

Since we met

we never let our feelings go too far

from being just friends

i always thought how good you are to me

could we be much more?

where do we begin?

my mind says don't change a thing

'bout the way we are today

but my heart speaks don't be afraid

or let her slip away

sometimes love can change your mind

but don't let her pass you by

you'll never know what you might find

she could be waiting too

for someone someone to love

it's said that friends can be the best in love

i believe that it's the best way to start

every part of me feels that i'm complete

wouldn't change a thing i love you as you are

can see, the beautiful, tears that fill your eyes

could they mean you feel the same,

all we have to do is try

sometimes love will make you cry

touching places deep inside

i want to spend the rest (all) of my life l

oving you and being someone

someone you love

if i should ever

let you down

just remember

i'm just a man

the same you know with all my faults

i've waited all this time

why should i search for someone else

our love can't be denied

sometimes love will take her time

but when you know she's by your side

everything will be alright

knowing that i have you

baby someone

someone to love

ayan xia.. :) this is for _ _ _ _.. just cant stop thinking bout you.. i care for you that much lng cguro kya masyado ako affected sau.. and besides, i really do love you.. =,( cguro in tym ma-eexpress ko dn feelings ko sau.. :) tska aion, gusto n tlga pla kta makausap.. im here for.. even your other friends turn away from you.. ill never leave you alone.. :) am not expecting in return.. ok lng tlga.. :) haayy... i could be waiting to, for someone, some one to LOVE.. =,(

),= Ordinary Sad Day =,(

sometimes, i just can't understand some things.. why do i have to feel this way?! i really don't know.. i hate this feeling.. this feeling that i can't really seem to figure out.. sometimes i just wanna get really really numb and oblivious or just for the fact that, I DONT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE!! now, i really just want to be happy.. hahahaha :) well that's life.. sometimes you have to face situations alone and sometimes its only you who can understand.. :( haayy..

just an ordinary day! woke up early with my body in so much pain.. :( i need to study for my exams.. got to study for med para and cell bio. unfortunately, med para and med physio exams are cancelled! yey! :) but my gawd! cell bio lab exam is so hard.. well, anyway its aryt! hahahaha :) just done nothing at school today.. so boring! hahahaha :) we left school early cause i was very eager to go home and lay flat on the bed. :)

jaja went home with me.. yey! :) it made me very happy :) hahahhaa :) *thankies jaja!* we watched "the truth about love" and of course, we shared different stories.. :) from my problem with that GUY hahahaha :) and her confusion with *toot*.. hahahaha :) i really enjoyed that ja! :) sobra! sobra! sobra! :) ja, hope we can do "bonding" sessions more.. :) ahihihih.. :) uhm, thank you for being there when nobody seems to care.. i really appreciate it.. :) chill tayo samin lagi! hahaha :) more dvd marathons to come.. :)

haayy.. i slept na din when jaja left.. pro eto ako ngaun ngpopost! :) hahahaha :) woke up in the middle of the night and then i couldn't sleep anymore, so i decided to post nalng since its been really awhile na din since my last post.. no chats today.. haha :) doesnt feel like it.. gusto ko lng tlga post.. hahahaha :) antok n dn nmn ako e.. :) aga pa ako gcng for my kickboxing! yey! :)

hayy.. i wanna get over YOU! am getting used to your texts with lambing pro mern pang ibang kasama.. syet! its like am so tanga lng kxe e.. cos like i so damn love and all.. you texted nanamn kanina, i dont know if thats just your.. nakow! ewn! ndi ko ma-explain.. eto lng sasabihin ko.. you wont get me saying i love you too.. aryt?! and its better if we stop texting.. let me go on with my life.. without YOU, please.. am so sick and tired of feeling this way.. why YOU?! why YOU?! =,,,( * reng! parang kaya mo! hahahaha :) e si "YOU" nga ang iniisip mong kasama mo sa puerto galera e! hahahaha :) * ),= Just Let Me Be Happy.. Please, Just For Once.. Make Me feel needed, loved, cared for and most of all appreciated.. =,(