),= Ordinary Sad Day =,(

sometimes, i just can't understand some things.. why do i have to feel this way?! i really don't know.. i hate this feeling.. this feeling that i can't really seem to figure out.. sometimes i just wanna get really really numb and oblivious or just for the fact that, I DONT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE!! now, i really just want to be happy.. hahahaha :) well that's life.. sometimes you have to face situations alone and sometimes its only you who can understand.. :( haayy..

just an ordinary day! woke up early with my body in so much pain.. :( i need to study for my exams.. got to study for med para and cell bio. unfortunately, med para and med physio exams are cancelled! yey! :) but my gawd! cell bio lab exam is so hard.. well, anyway its aryt! hahahaha :) just done nothing at school today.. so boring! hahahaha :) we left school early cause i was very eager to go home and lay flat on the bed. :)

jaja went home with me.. yey! :) it made me very happy :) hahahhaa :) *thankies jaja!* we watched "the truth about love" and of course, we shared different stories.. :) from my problem with that GUY hahahaha :) and her confusion with *toot*.. hahahaha :) i really enjoyed that ja! :) sobra! sobra! sobra! :) ja, hope we can do "bonding" sessions more.. :) ahihihih.. :) uhm, thank you for being there when nobody seems to care.. i really appreciate it.. :) chill tayo samin lagi! hahaha :) more dvd marathons to come.. :)

haayy.. i slept na din when jaja left.. pro eto ako ngaun ngpopost! :) hahahaha :) woke up in the middle of the night and then i couldn't sleep anymore, so i decided to post nalng since its been really awhile na din since my last post.. no chats today.. haha :) doesnt feel like it.. gusto ko lng tlga post.. hahahaha :) antok n dn nmn ako e.. :) aga pa ako gcng for my kickboxing! yey! :)

hayy.. i wanna get over YOU! am getting used to your texts with lambing pro mern pang ibang kasama.. syet! its like am so tanga lng kxe e.. cos like i so damn love and all.. you texted nanamn kanina, i dont know if thats just your.. nakow! ewn! ndi ko ma-explain.. eto lng sasabihin ko.. you wont get me saying i love you too.. aryt?! and its better if we stop texting.. let me go on with my life.. without YOU, please.. am so sick and tired of feeling this way.. why YOU?! why YOU?! =,,,( * reng! parang kaya mo! hahahaha :) e si "YOU" nga ang iniisip mong kasama mo sa puerto galera e! hahahaha :) * ),= Just Let Me Be Happy.. Please, Just For Once.. Make Me feel needed, loved, cared for and most of all appreciated.. =,(