Monday, November 14, 2005

Reng Decides To..

i woke up at around 9am. i started my day by recalling all the things that i have studied the night before. after recalling them, i decided to study the other handout. after awhile, i got tired of studying, i rested and continued to read the book that i have bought yesterday, "By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept".. its a nice book, its a story of two childhood friends who havent seen each other for 11 years, and one day they decided to see each other. they love each other so much but there are some conflicts, though the guy is willing to give up everything for the girl and the girl is willing to learn everything just to be part of the guy's world.. how sweet diba?! :) ohhh, just read it! hahahaha :)

Isay and I were late for embryology, they were already taking the quiz when we arrived. but our teacher, gave us the quiz still.. hehehe :) i got a nice grade though we were late. In my next class, endocrinology, we also had a QUIZ, a FIFTY item ESSAY QUIZ, and he WASN'T around again!! hahahaha :) what's new with Sir Pareja?! :p My last class was Kursong Rizal, we don't have a permanent teacher for this class.. so funny. hahaha :)

Today, i heard from a friend that ryan called them again. i really felt sad, i even cried. i don't know, just can't help my emotions. my tears started to fall, so i went outside my classroom to breathe some air then went to the washroom. i have a lot of questions in my mind, questions that i know only ryan can answer. i don't know what had happened between the two of us, i don't know if i did something wrong or whatever. suddenly he just stopped calling. i like him, 100% but i don't love him 100%. maybe, im just missing him so much. but if he really is not for me, well then, just so be it. if he calls, i'll be really glad, but if he doesn't, still i'll wait, but not forever.

I don't know what to think anymore. its like the world has been so selfish. it sucks, big time! but its aryt, ill get thru, ill get by with me, myself and i by my side. :)


what's the post title about?! hhhmmm... im reading a new book, "Veronika Decides To Die..". changed "Veronika" to "Reng" instead.. hihihihi. :)

* i wanna feel how's it like to be loved and cared for *

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