Reng Decides To..
Isay and I were late for embryology, they were already taking the quiz when we arrived. but our teacher, gave us the quiz still.. hehehe :) i got a nice grade though we were late. In my next class, endocrinology, we also had a QUIZ, a FIFTY item ESSAY QUIZ, and he WASN'T around again!! hahahaha :) what's new with Sir Pareja?! :p My last class was Kursong Rizal, we don't have a permanent teacher for this class.. so funny. hahaha :)
Today, i heard from a friend that ryan called them again. i really felt sad, i even cried. i don't know, just can't help my emotions. my tears started to fall, so i went outside my classroom to breathe some air then went to the washroom. i have a lot of questions in my mind, questions that i know only ryan can answer. i don't know what had happened between the two of us, i don't know if i did something wrong or whatever. suddenly he just stopped calling. i like him, 100% but i don't love him 100%. maybe, im just missing him so much. but if he really is not for me, well then, just so be it. if he calls, i'll be really glad, but if he doesn't, still i'll wait, but not forever.
I don't know what to think anymore. its like the world has been so selfish. it sucks, big time! but its aryt, ill get thru, ill get by with me, myself and i by my side. :)
what's the post title about?! hhhmmm... im reading a new book, "Veronika Decides To Die..". changed "Veronika" to "Reng" instead.. hihihihi. :)

0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home